I want to say this right now before you continue reading. These are not all my thoughts on the whole same sex relationships. I have a lot more of opionons, but felt like I should get off the topic before I say something someone wouldn't take kindly to. And here's a warning as well. This does contain thoughts about God, if that may offend you, I am sorry. Skip to the last part of the paragraph if you must, or don't read at all. Feel free to voice your thoughts, but keep them nice. Thanks.
I finally made it over to my dad's house yesterday. It's been a while since I've just gone over there to visit and chill with the family. It was nice to see the step-sisters and my lovely step-mother. And of course the amazing dinner she made. Man that was a good meal to have after a workout. Chicken, green beans, and mashed potatoes. I was in heaven. But, even though the food was great, something else made me feel even better, and it's what we talked about after dinner. It was just us girls sitting around the table, dad was hiding out in the other room feeling sick, so we all just talked.
Some how we got on the topic of gays and lesbians. I think we were talking about Rick Santorum before and it lead to this conversation. My step-mom said that she actually liked having gay people as friends. She said that they were almost better than most straight people she knew. And we both agreed that it was perfectly okay to be gay. And it is. Whether you love the opposite sex, or the same sex...LOVE IS LOVE. I wish people would get this.
I honestly do not see the big deal in this topic. So what if it goes against something in the bible, or something in your believes? God didn't create us, just to condemn us for loving someone. He created us so that we may live among this beautiful world, have lives, have jobs, have loves...of ANY kind. I HIGHLY doubt God is going to let someone rot in the pits of hell because they loved someone of the same sex. All I'm saying is that God loves us no matter who we love. Why do I think this? Because I honestly do not think that ANY human/God would be that low about love, and life. We were not created to mingle around and all be the same people, and love the same gender. No. We were created to discover, to evolve, to become unique individuals. Not the same grey suit wearing copies of each other. So just go out there and LOVE WHOEVER YOU FREAKING WANT. Haters can kiss your ass.
I think what made me so happy about hearing my step-mom saying she was fine with gays and that there's nothing wrong with it. Is just that, exactly what she said. It makes me so happy to know she's fine with it. She's cool with them. As for my step-sisters, they didn't say much, but then again their real father is a VERY VERY strict Mormon, so it's expected they don't comment on that subject.
Now, I'm going to talk about something else before I get too heated about the subject. I just hope my point was made.
Another thing my step-mom and sisters made me happy about, was the feeling they would actually support my dreams. We were talking about wrestling. (Man we have deep conversations over dinner..) And I mentioned something to my step-sister about me being a wrestler/diva/whatever you wanna call it, and my step-mom said: "Yeah, what would you do when she's on Monday Night Raw and me and Danny go to watch her and leave you behind."
Why does that comment make me feel so happy? Just the fact that they would actually come watch. I mean, I'm sure my mother would too, but she never seems to happy when I bring the subject up. It just makes me feel like my step-mother and sisters would support me more than my mother and grandmother would. I mean, lets face it, it's not a very good dream to chase. I'd be gone a lot, hurt, gone a lot, hurt, and there's the chance I'm not good enough. But I'm willing to go after it because I feel that strongly about it. I just wish I felt like I had more support. Either way I'm going after this, whether anybody cares enough or not. A dream is a dream, and I refuse to let this one pass by unless I physically can not compete.
After my step-mom said that, I hit my sister with: "And what if I went to Wrestlemania?" She said she'd beg to go with me. Ya'know, she may be 13 and turning into a "diva" but I love her.
I guess all in all, love who you want to, and chase your dreams no matter what.
Until next time. Stay nice, stay beautiful, and don't forget to write notes on your wrist! xP
Thursday, March 29, 2012
Sunday, March 25, 2012
Random Post Is Random
I'm addicted to the gym. This is a good thing. It's better than all the other things I could be addicted to, plus this addiction is helping me out. Lol.
So, not much new has happened really. I've been trying to film the next episode of Ask The Sage for days now, but I can't get it done. I wasn't in the mood to try, then when I did film it Youtube wouldn't upload it because it was too long. So that's still in the works. I'd like to make other Youtube videos as well, other than answering questions. Like gameplay commentary, or skits, or maybe just little vlogs. If I did vlogs it wouldn't be an every day thing though, just like every other day or something. But I would really like to get some other things going with Youtube. I just need to teach myself how to edit videos.
School has gotten much better. I just need to race to finish my classes before the end of the year hits. If all else fails I may have to take a couple classes in summer school. I'm honestly really torn about what to do after summer's over. I want to return back to the public school, but at the same time I want to stay home schooled. The benefits of being home schooled like I am, is it's flexible. If I need to take days off, then I can. I have the freedom to work at my own pace, and to move ahead of the class if I'd like. That and I don't get sick as much. But the downside of this all is I miss my friends, and I become lazy because I'm home all the time. The only real reason I want to even go back to public school is just for the socialization of it to be honest. I miss my friends I saw every day. Who knows what I'll do, I just hope whatever I decided it's going to work for me, I'm tired of school drama.
Something has happened to a close family friend of ours, and it's really opened my eyes up about several things. We all need to just live our lives out to the fullest, each and every day. Life is such a fragile thing in this big world of ours, and can be taken away at any moment without warning. Why waste your time worried about the end, when you can grab this moment by the horns and go? And remember to tell your friends and family you love them whenever you see them, you just never know when something may take that chance away from you. I know it's a sad thought, but some people need to try it.
This is mostly a random post, as nothing new has happened, so I apologize if I'm ranting. I'm currently listening to Party Rock Anthem. Every Day I'm Musclin'! WWWYKI
I think for the next post, if anyone would want to read something like it, I'm going to talk/ramble about my dreams and jobs I'd like to have. Just a life post basically, talking about my unrealistic crazy dreams of my that I have and will end up chasing. I've also thought about maybe doing a fitness post like once a week or something. Just a post where I talk about my workouts, how long, how many reps, and the things I eat/drink to replace the not so good food items. And my weight and size updates. Do like a weekly weight in. Just to track my progress and maybe inspire a few people to sign up for their local gym or something. I'm not sure though.
But anysmores, this has been a random post. Mainly because it's late and no one is online....and I felt like rambling about stuff.
So, not much new has happened really. I've been trying to film the next episode of Ask The Sage for days now, but I can't get it done. I wasn't in the mood to try, then when I did film it Youtube wouldn't upload it because it was too long. So that's still in the works. I'd like to make other Youtube videos as well, other than answering questions. Like gameplay commentary, or skits, or maybe just little vlogs. If I did vlogs it wouldn't be an every day thing though, just like every other day or something. But I would really like to get some other things going with Youtube. I just need to teach myself how to edit videos.
School has gotten much better. I just need to race to finish my classes before the end of the year hits. If all else fails I may have to take a couple classes in summer school. I'm honestly really torn about what to do after summer's over. I want to return back to the public school, but at the same time I want to stay home schooled. The benefits of being home schooled like I am, is it's flexible. If I need to take days off, then I can. I have the freedom to work at my own pace, and to move ahead of the class if I'd like. That and I don't get sick as much. But the downside of this all is I miss my friends, and I become lazy because I'm home all the time. The only real reason I want to even go back to public school is just for the socialization of it to be honest. I miss my friends I saw every day. Who knows what I'll do, I just hope whatever I decided it's going to work for me, I'm tired of school drama.
Something has happened to a close family friend of ours, and it's really opened my eyes up about several things. We all need to just live our lives out to the fullest, each and every day. Life is such a fragile thing in this big world of ours, and can be taken away at any moment without warning. Why waste your time worried about the end, when you can grab this moment by the horns and go? And remember to tell your friends and family you love them whenever you see them, you just never know when something may take that chance away from you. I know it's a sad thought, but some people need to try it.
This is mostly a random post, as nothing new has happened, so I apologize if I'm ranting. I'm currently listening to Party Rock Anthem. Every Day I'm Musclin'! WWWYKI
I think for the next post, if anyone would want to read something like it, I'm going to talk/ramble about my dreams and jobs I'd like to have. Just a life post basically, talking about my unrealistic crazy dreams of my that I have and will end up chasing. I've also thought about maybe doing a fitness post like once a week or something. Just a post where I talk about my workouts, how long, how many reps, and the things I eat/drink to replace the not so good food items. And my weight and size updates. Do like a weekly weight in. Just to track my progress and maybe inspire a few people to sign up for their local gym or something. I'm not sure though.
But anysmores, this has been a random post. Mainly because it's late and no one is online....and I felt like rambling about stuff.
Monday, March 19, 2012
Update/Gym Playlist (Random)
I figured I should post a little something on here, whether it be random or not. So I thought I'd drop an update about my life, and put my gym playlist....in case anyone wants to know what gets me going at the gym.
As some of you know, assuming those people are reading this, I signed up with the gym and have been going for a few weeks now. And I honestly couldn't feel any better. There's just something about going to the gym that not only helps your body out, but helps your mood out. Trust me you can go to the gym feeling completely pissed, or not happy about being there, but when you leave you'll feel 100x better. You may be sore, but your mood changes and it's great. My energy has gone up, I'm a little more happier about things, and I no longer look at the gym as an enemy that'll make me hate them. In fact the gym is becoming my second home.
Weightloss on the other hand, isn't very great. I don't have any set diet, I just watch what I eat and don't eat as much. I've cut pop out to at least 1 a week or every other week. I keep it down to water, powerade, Gatorade, V8 drinks, and vitamin water. (With the occasional tea) But my weight, according to the scale, has only dropped 2lbs and gone up 2lbs or more. So I'm either losing and gaining, or losing fat and building muscle. I'll go with the muscle option. I can't give up my favorite foods for a diet...I just can't. lol
School has been going okay. We've finally figured something out for me, now if they could just get it together and get this program running I should be able to finish the year with only taking a little summer school. It's a bummer to have that planned out over my summer, but I want to be in the same grade as the rest of my friends. Other than that, I have nothing else to say about school. Other then this year has been BS with this home schooling program.
Now on to my playlist.
Sage's Gym Playlist:
Is almost 30 songs too much? Oh well. xD
As some of you know, assuming those people are reading this, I signed up with the gym and have been going for a few weeks now. And I honestly couldn't feel any better. There's just something about going to the gym that not only helps your body out, but helps your mood out. Trust me you can go to the gym feeling completely pissed, or not happy about being there, but when you leave you'll feel 100x better. You may be sore, but your mood changes and it's great. My energy has gone up, I'm a little more happier about things, and I no longer look at the gym as an enemy that'll make me hate them. In fact the gym is becoming my second home.
Weightloss on the other hand, isn't very great. I don't have any set diet, I just watch what I eat and don't eat as much. I've cut pop out to at least 1 a week or every other week. I keep it down to water, powerade, Gatorade, V8 drinks, and vitamin water. (With the occasional tea) But my weight, according to the scale, has only dropped 2lbs and gone up 2lbs or more. So I'm either losing and gaining, or losing fat and building muscle. I'll go with the muscle option. I can't give up my favorite foods for a diet...I just can't. lol
School has been going okay. We've finally figured something out for me, now if they could just get it together and get this program running I should be able to finish the year with only taking a little summer school. It's a bummer to have that planned out over my summer, but I want to be in the same grade as the rest of my friends. Other than that, I have nothing else to say about school. Other then this year has been BS with this home schooling program.
Now on to my playlist.
Sage's Gym Playlist:
- Say It To My Face (Alex Riley's entrance music)
- The Time Is Now (John Cena's entrance music)
- Don't F*ck With Us (John Cena & Tha Trademarc)
- Bad, Bad Man (John Cena, Tha Trademarc ft. Bumby Knuckles)
- Invincible (MGK ft. Ester Dean)
- Dark Horses (Switchfoot)
- Good Feeling (Flo Rida)
- The Pretender (Foo Fighters)
- Fight (Oleander ft. Urijah Faber)
- Remember The Name (Fort Minor ft. Styles Of Beyond)
- Martyr No More (Fozzy)
- Let The Madness Begin (Fozzy)
- Stronger (Kanye West)
- Rollin' 'Air Raid Vechile' (Limp Bizkit)
- Bleed It Out (Linkin Park)
- Enter Sandman (Metallica)
- I Don't Wanna Stop (Ozzy Osbourne)
- Headstrong (Trapt)
- Let It Rock (Kevin Rudolph & Lil Wayne)
- Welcome To The World (Kevin Rudolph & Rick Ross)
- I Made It 'Cash Money Heros' (Kevin Rudolph, Birdman, Jay Sean, & Lil Wayne)
- Broken, Beat & Scarred (Metallica)
- All Nightmare Long (Metallica)
- God Pounds His Nails (Fozzy)
Is almost 30 songs too much? Oh well. xD
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